03-29-2011, 05:49 PM
i pretty much just told myself to pull it the fuck together. i kept my face in the bottle for 3 months straight, go to bed hammered, wake up do it all over again. i've got an awesome job now, workin and livin in PA. never in a million years would i ever have considered living here but it's been a blessing in disguise. sometimes you have to separate yourself from the situation (war) to get a full grasp on reality then come to terms with it...... workin for me so far lol